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Processing persecutors - our experiences with Kai.
This is an excerpt from our book, The revelation. We've not found many persecutors in our system, Kai was the main one that we met and...
Astra Ainsworth
Apr 27, 20237 min read
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Finally, some good news for Mia.
My name is Amber, I’m the host of our system, and I have our body’s name. I don’t write much, there’s a joke within our system that I...
Astra Ainsworth
Apr 21, 20236 min read
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Even the best hospital (UCLA) wasn't really prepared to deal with DID...
We first became aware that we had at least one alter, a syskid, while we were being treated in a partial hospitalization program (PHP)...
Ezri et al
Apr 7, 20232 min read
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Talk to me like I’m sane, please.
We’re a 15-year-old OSDD-1B system from Northwestern US. I, personally, have known we’re a system since we were 8 years old, but our...

Anonymous
Feb 11, 20232 min read
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Most of us have trouble valuing ourselves, and professionals seem to agree with that self-assessment
We're a 32 year old system from Devon. I'll mostly stick to what happened after I learned what a dissociative disorder is. Though they...

Anonymous
Jan 9, 20236 min read
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I have to spend a quarter of my wages every month to afford therapy...
We’re a 39-year-old DID system from the East of England, we’ve been aware of our DID for 3 years, on and off. I chose not to seek a...

Anonymous
Jan 7, 20232 min read
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For us, depression was a symptom, not the condition.
Our host, Amber, has always struggled with depression and anxiety - usually without ever understanding why. We remember when she first...
Astra Ainsworth
Jan 6, 20239 min read
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Dissociative Identity Disorder and Brain Structure
Research on systems is limited and often focuses solely on DID. This is just a summary of some articles we read and not a complete...
Tuesday System
Jan 3, 20233 min read
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We’re a 21 year old autistic trans man with a really confusing history.
The Solar System share their experiences of accepting they are a DID system and trying to access professional help.
The Solar System
Dec 28, 20223 min read
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I like to tell people I have frequent flyer miles at the psych ward...
A personal story by a DID system about their inpatient stays over the years.
The Harmonic System
Dec 3, 202212 min read
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